When Tomorrow Comes.......

Dear Blog World,
Its Andi-- AGAIN.... Yes, Brook has been slacking on the blog side of things.... but believe me after her upcoming weekend i have a feeling she will be blogging your ear off. In the mean time lets get back to me!
Love Andi!

This week has definitely had its ups and its downs. The downs being that i feared my sister was sleeping with the guy i'm dating, and that he was hiding me from his mother.... and the ups being that the week is almost over.

First of all, while yes, my sister and the guy i'm dating did share a bed a night or too they are not having the sex... and a nice little hissy fit made it clear that THAT is NO LONGER allowed to happen.... ever...

Second of all, he was not hiding me from his mother... in fact after hanging out with him and his mom for as little as 3 hours i have come to the conclusion he was PROTECTING me from his mother. I mean, i know that i don't have the best track record with mothers.... what girl does? Moms love their sons in a way that it different than anything i have ever witnessed. It is, in my opinion far WORSE than the way dads love their daughters. At least dads just put on the tough guy attitude and try and scare the guy away from dating their daughters... if the guy sticks around through that then the dad backs off and bonding can begin.... but Mothers with their sons.... i've seen nothing like it. Its like the mother is so freakin' afraid that she might no longer be the most important female in his life that she lashes out against the 'new girl' and she will not stop until the battle has been won... by her... yes that is the only way the battle can be won is if she, the mother, wins. And there are all kinds of versions of this battle. The mother is smart and knows that she will be beat if she is just plain rude to the girlfriend. Soo.. she starts out by being moody and needy... so that the son has to console her... then she whips it into friendly mode and is nice to you whenever the son is in the room.... but what is super special about these encounters is that once the girlfriend and mother are alone in the room... the silence will either kill you or make you say things you shouldn't say to your 'mother in law' --- for lack of better words.

So the mother of ft. collins leaves tomorrow and i've never been more excited for a person to leave town in my entire life... and yes that includes when ex mother moved to Florida.
ALL week i have been looking forward to when my dating... and more realistically my sex life no longer will revolve around a 50 year old woman.... Tomorrow is that day!

And since i took the plunge... and decided to actually title the relationship with Ft. Collins... yes, we are now officially boyfriend and girlfriend.... even according the the almightey facebook... i've been thinking okay starting Sunday my relationship can finally start. I can go up there when i want, he can come down here when he wants and we can do what either one of us... well lets me honest here, what i want to do. YAY!

However, while i was laying in my bed waiting for my WII to update itself i got to thinking.... how long is this infatuation going to last?
I mean i know i like the guy... and i've known FOREVER that he likes me... so its a good thing that is happening... but like how long is my excitement about it going to last...

I have no doubt that tomorrow will be great... i haven't seen him in a week.. without his mother... and ya know we will have all the catching up time..... and the FUN STUFF...

But after that how long am i gonna be excited to see him and spend time with him.... I fear that when i have unlimited access to the relationship that it is going to lose its appeal? Ya know wanting what you cant have? Well since momma has been in town i couldn't have it and so right now i'm really wanting it... but after i get it and realize i can have it whenever i want... am i still gonna be so excited... ?

I mean this is how us girls work ya know... working so hard to get what we can have and then as soon as we have it in reach we don't want it anymore.... wouldn't that be a bitch?

But in a last minute attempt to salvage my Saturday night i'm gonna jump on off of the blog world... and make a date with reality.